They don't know how much I miss her

I find my life, my self so intertwined
I learned how to live with her around
I shared even the smallest things,
those that break me every time 

And I wish I could just forget
But in every day, in every breath i find her

And I know that she and I are better apart

I don't need to remind the ugly stuff

to know...

Yet the pretty things are still there

All those moments when we laughed, 

when there was a spark

and then there was fire

Little did i know it would all explode right before my eyes

Little did i know the best for you and I 

Would be to hurt but not each other

To heal but not together